Thoughts From The Dollhouse: Sunday Night at The Dollhouse

Shawn came this weekend and we had so much fun! He took me shopping at the Columbianna Mall, then we got takeout from Carrabba's, watched a movie and just hung out together. When we were in the mall we attempted to go to Build-A-Bear. Years ago my Mom gave me a stuffed horse from Build-A-Bear. I keep the stuffed animal horse on my bed and it does not wear any clothes. Ashley always makes fun of the stuffed horse for being naked. I have seen some of the clothes and accessories that Build-A-Bear has for stuffed animals so I figured while we were at the mall I would buy the horse something cute to wear, mostly to humor Ashley. Shawn and I went into the store and I was trying to look through all the clothing. Me and enough children to fill an entire elementry school. It was a total zoo in the Build-A-Bear. After about two minutes in the store Shawn and I just exchanged a look and bolted. The kids were driving us crazy and it was really funny how we both had to make a run for it.
We had such a good time over the weekend I am feeling a little blah now that he has left. I will not see him again until Friday night, probably late since I have school and then a commute and he has to work. When I went to TCTC I saw Shawn several times a week. Ashley is not here tonight. Usually, after years and years of having roommates, I treasure an evening spent entirely alone. I guess feeling sad about Shawn's departure is making me wish A were here so I would have some company. Like I said, this is really rare for me. I am a person who really needs and enjoys her alone time. In my alone time I usually clean up our little apartment, listen to music and dance, exercise, nap, make crafts such as collages, do laundry or watch TV. For some reason I am just not in the mood to do any of these things. I am also reading a book that is somewhat depressing. I am reading How To Make Love Like A Porn Star, which is Jenna Jameson's memior. She has had a really hard life.